Missionary work is really great and wonderful! I want to serve HIM!!! (best experience)

I’ve never come back from EFY feeling so close to Heavenly Father. It may not have ended exactly the way that I wanted it to, but that doesn’t matter. What matters is that I now want to be a better person than the one that I was before.

I know that Jesus lives, I Know that I belong to the one and only true church, The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Of that I have absolutely no doubt in the world. I know that the Book Of Mormon is true, and the Joseph Smith was a true prophet. I know that he saw God the Father, and Jesus Christ in the Sacred Grove. I know that Thomas S. Monson is the true and living prophet in the world today. I know that Families are Forever. I know that repentance is a real thing. I know that God and Jesus love every person in the world, no matter your faults and differences.

“No pain will last forever. It is not easy, but life was never meant to be either easy or fair. Repentance and the lasting hope that forgiveness brings will always be worth the effort.”

- President Boyd K. Packer

“Where there is sin, repentance is essential.”

- Elder Quentin L. Cook

“You may in time of trouble think that you are not worth saving because you have made mistakes, big or little, and you think you are now lost. That is never true! Only repentance can heal what hurts. But repentance can heal what hurts, no matter what it is.”

- President Boyd K. Packer

ldsconfessions:

While I was a member of the Mormon church, I was quite rebellious and hated the way everyone expected me to dress. After I left the church and settled down a bit, I find myself dressing incredibly modestly. It’s funny how that worked out…

every time I hear your voice, I hear another reason to keep you forever

Let’s start with forever

♥

Ang saya saya ko, wagas!

Yung ang sweet sweet niya! Grrrrrrrrrr! Bakit ba ganito siya. Hihihihihihi! ♥ ♥ ♥

As long as you’re trying, I’m staying.

Sabi ko sa text, wag na namin pag- usapan ung hiwalayan. Nakaka lungkot kasi talaga. Need namin mag- focus sa mga plano namin sa buhay. Sabi niya:

“Sorry I want to tell you the truth. Pinabayaan ko na maramdaman mo na di ka gaano ka importante sakin para bumalik yung desire mo na mag- mission. Alam ko kasi na mas makaka buti sayo yun. Masakit na masakit sa pakiramdam ko na naririnig ka na umiiyak, ang nakikita  ka nasasakatan. Pero hon para sayo naman yun. Nagkunwari ako na hindi nasasaktan. Pero sa totoo lang sobrang sakit. Sorry!”

I was likeeeee! -_-” srsly? grabe, mi desire naman talaga ko mag- mission, pero sabagay ok na yung ginawa nya na ganun pinaramdam niya para di masakit pag alis ko. Rawrrr! Hahaha. Kinikileeeeg ako kahit nakaka lungko talaga.

Don’t rush things. Anything worth having is worth waiting for.

Magka- text kami habang papunta siyang gym, yun nga about sa break- up pag alis ko. Kasi aalis rin siya soon para mag- aral sa Hawaii. :’(

Then yung sabi niya sakin, nararamdam na niyang nagmo- move on na ko. Suguro daw dapat na rin siya mag- move on. Sabi ko wag muna namin isipin yung peding mangyari i- enjoy namin kung anong meron kami ngayon hanggat di kami umaalis.

Bigla niyang sinabi “Hon, ayoko magsayang ng feelings sa isang tao tapos mapupunta din sa wala” Sabi ko “what you mean?” Sabi niya “kasi mahal na mahal na kita ng sobra” sabi ko then? ano balak mo? feeling ko makikipag break na iya ngayon kaya ang sagot ko osegi po payag ako. Ano daw osegi? Sabi ko diba mkikipag hwalay kna? sabi niya “hon, anu ba!! hindi naman e. ikaw nga dyan nkkpg break e. Mahal na mahal kita.” 

The eff!! Kala ko gusto niya mkpga hiwalay tapos bigla niya sinabi ako gusto nya makasama forever! Grrrrrrrrrrr Kinilig ako at na- sad ng sobra. Kainis! Hahahaha! Ang drama ng buhay namin. Kailangan kasi naming umalis e. Haaaay! I’m so thankful I met him.

I will always believe in the power of prayer. Yan ang kailangan namin ngayon. Hehehe! :)

Mission or boyfriend

Since lapit na ko mag- mission napag- usapan namin na dapat kaming mag- break bago ko umalis. Ayaw ko kasing mi iniisip na iba sa mission. Need ko mag- focus dun. Alam niya kung gaano kahirap yung ganun ngyari kasi sknya un nung nasa mission sya e na- out of focus siya. Drama namin. Ayun sad daw siya, alam ko mhrap at masakit pero kailangang mag- sacrifice. Kaya need naming sulitin bawt araw na magkasama kami ngayon hahaha.

He may be sad now, but in the end it will be worth it. We know everything happens for a reason. :)

It’s not about the here and now. It’s about eternity. :)